Sunday, January 16, 2011

i'm growing older!!

sejak masuk sem baru,,xpenah pon saya post anything on this blog,,why??
life wasn't too hectic just like before.
i like the way life goes now.pretty like it.
and when i feel at ease,,there will be less complaints.(obviously i use this blog for complaining!)
there is nothing special,,i just grew older than before.(of course)
I snap a few pictures of mine.and God i really grew up.but still i'm glad that my face just have a tiny change.and my skin colour doesn't change at all(pic below is influenced by the lighting).and yes i really like it.


i was a lil bit chubby back then.but it's just the physical looks.it doesn't bring much impact to life isn't it.what i concern more lately is the way i behave really notify me that i'm so prepared for the world beyond the box i used to live.it's the way i think of anything,,seems so different to past few years.in the past i act more than i thought.i think less,,i do more.thats my life few years back.but now,,anything i do,,i give it a very serious thought. guess that's what makes me 23.my anger management becomes so much better.
and yes,,i hope less people will get hurt because of me.for some reason,,i feel comfortable with the way thing goes now,,where i really have time to think of myself.it's been such a relief for me,,when i'm capable of doing anything without the necessity of thinking the effect of my doings to the other people.(maybe the sentence is too organized) but yes, i can go anywhere i want to and nobody can stop me.that's the feeling.and it's really good not to worry much for people around you.
for those experiences that take me here,,for those people i met and gave me such a wonderful moments,,and especially to ALLAH swt,,thanks for giving me a better life(as i grow old).
it's not always bad to be old.